Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Altitude

This one is not quite finished, but I like the idea that I awoke with this morning.



I have an attitude about altitude,
about flying on waxy wings
following sunbeams
back to where night's chill
replenishes.

What if Icarus could have flown
over the rainbow with the bluebirds,
would we then be able to believe
in the power of our dreams?

Warnings are warnings,
best heeded, and then seen
in the piercing light of the heart.
We are born lie detectors
with lifetime batteries
if only we believe it.

For now, I'll keep shooting arrows
at shooting stars, I'll be
careful to follow the arc of the universe
for the boomerang effect.

I've drooled on enough pillows
to know that dreams
are night's rollercoaster--
maintenance is required.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Packing a Life Into Paper Bags

As I cleaning out closets,
I think about death--
how personal
yet anonymous
our clothes are.
How they evoke the  seasons,
our hard work and simple leisure,
the photographable days and the time
that slips by in an increasing blur.

Shoes, especially,
warp and wear so differently
that I wonder who buys
our shed soles at the resale shop?
Who walks that mile in our ill-fitting
mocs when we leave them behind?

It is my own death I'm celebrating
today, a death of outfits
from one life, and the demise
of garb from another, moving on.
Several small deaths I pack
into bags and donate
so that others can dress in them,
make entirely different lives
of them. Maybe I'll see someone
wearing that shirt I loved,
and for a moment I'll think I
must know them.

I wonder, too, if I'll do this again
for someone else, packing the clothes
I loved seeing them wear, that nubby
sweater I wept on, the button I replaced,
the pants whose pockets I picked
every laundry day. I wonder who
will do this for me, when my clothes
outlive me, and go on to live other lives,
as unknowing as the four-eyed buttons
joining one side to another.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Next

green Subaru
just-married hearts
and streamer remnants
in line
for the car wash

In Bed at the Beach

I listen for it breathing,
as soothing as a kitten's purr.
But it has retreated now,
and all I can hear
is the mechanical snore
of the refrigerator, 
and, when that shudders to rest, 
a vaguely electrical buzzing 
which could well be the actual 
movement of current 
through the embedded
lines, it is that quiet. 

The Man With the Cane

The Man With the Cane

The dog is red right up to the muzzle,
which is white with a big raisin in the middle.
The dog is greyhound thin, with long legs
and a sharp scoop of stomach.

The bushy tail is setter-ish, and furls
behind like something burr-ish
got stuck in there.

The dog sets down one paw at a time,
so old the paws all work separately,
and the leash is dress-up, not a command.

When the dog trips into the street,
it blinks blindly at the light of day,
trying to please the man with the cane.

All the cars watch, and the helmeted bicyclist
and I begin to cry in the left-hand turn lane,
and when the light changes no one moves,
no honking or revving. We all stop and pray
at the old dog, even though we've never
prayed before.

Maybe we're all weeping--the loyalty
of a white-muzzled dog who obviously
doesn't need a walk anymore,
and the man with a cane who might love the dog
or not, and we all see, at last, how we could
be better people, and we give thanks in our
silent cars for that.

haiku continued

first fall rain
the gate has lost
its squeak

haiku continued

chipped blue
amputee
garden gnome